A Mirror In The Forest

Come and stand in front of me
I want to tell what I've been through
I want you to hear my pain and misery
And cry with me
I want to punch your face
And catch you when you fall
I want to get rid of the thoughts
That hurt inside us all

I want to grab your neck
I want to shout in your face
I want to spit
This life I want to quit
To get rid of the thoughts
To get rid of you
To get rid of me
I'm here to show you all
Don't you dare to hide now
This ride will hurt a lot more than you think
A lifetime of sorrow in me
And an eternally haunting past, immeasurable cruelty

The emerging hopeless rays of daylight
Cut through the freezing cold outside
Recognition of the defeated past
I hate you, I wish you'd be dead
Everything I have lost and I daydream your death
Everything I wanted and everything I had, you stole it
And if you changed even the whole past
You broke me, I see all falling apart
You just let everything happen
And you made me hate myself