May's Funeral

I caught
The first flight home
To put you in the ground
I haven't come to terms
With the news
I just found out
Today it is
Raining outside
To match
This empty feeling
That I'm left
With tonight

You will be missed
You were always here
To get me
Through times like this
And I know if you were
Here you'd be
Laughing at me
You would say
You're not as alone
As you think

Here at your funeral
Everyone
Is dressed in black
As if the colors
Would attack
And I watched everyone
In the room start to cry
I've never fought tears
Like this before tonight

You've always made
It look so easy
And you know
I struggle
Through it all
You've always made
It look so easy
And now it's harder
Than it's
Ever been before

You will be missed
You were always here
To get me
Through times like this
And I know if you
Were here
You'd be
Laughing at me
You would say
You're not
As alone
As you think

It's a year today
The first anniversary
I hope you're listening
I can't find
The words to say

Here at your funeral
Everyone
Is dressed in black
As if the colors
Would attack
And I watched everyone
In the room start to cry
I've never fought tears
Like this before tonight

You will be missed
You were always here
To get me
Through times like this
And I know
If you were here
You'd be
Laughing at me
You would say
You're not
As alone
As you think