Chant of Self Confrontation

After so long I have discovered that some doors are not meant to be opened
With all this suffering that I could have avoided in sight
But I concurrently longed
Now I see myself alone
Since the time I used to pray and long for
I live with this constant restlessness that accompanies me
A burden that will be eased when silence is perpetual
I live with this constant restlessness that accompanies me
A burden that will be eased when silence is perpetual
These thoughts, they used to hunt me
Rumbling in the far reaches of the mind