Things Fall Apart

every tired second, every heavy page
they fold into a nightmare, they almost turn to rage
i felt like i was draining, i should have been happy
an no one should need nothing, you never needed me
and its always raining
californian girlfriend, i am calling from the end, things will fall apart again
everything you gave me, everything you know
it's my newest form of torture, my newest broken bow
i'm running out of fortune, i'm running out of pain
and i benefit from sadness and sadness cools my brain
californian girlfriend, i am calling from the end, things will fall apart again
and it's always raining