Worst Case Scenarios

I can see it, am I clairvoyant
Or just consumed by my paranoia?
If I see that space
I fill those blanks
With thoughts that scream in the back of my brain
A homemade hell
I built myself
Where I am always asking

What, what more can I do
To fix these future wounds?
I keep running, running
I just keep running, running
Out of ways to keep me safe
From self-inflicted pain
And though I'd like to go
I can't escape worst-case scenarios

Eccentric secrets, they lie about me
And I believe them, they're so convincing
So, I tip-toe by my own landmines
Ignore the signs that it's all in my mind
It's self-defense at my expense
I pretend I know the ending

Repeatin' every step, definition of insane
I'm tryna get a grip while I'm fallin' in the grave

What, what more can I do
To fix these future wounds?
I keep running, running
I just keep running, running
Out of ways to keep me safe
From self-inflicted pain
And though I'd like to go
I can't escape worst-case scenarios

Someone save me now, just save me now
This man behind the curtain won't let me out
Just save me now, please save me now
When the mental floodgates open
I always find a way to drown
I always find a way to drown

What, what more can I do
To fix these future wounds?
I keep running, running
I just keep running, running
Out of ways to keep me safe
From self-inflicted pain
And though I'd like to go
I can't escape worst-case scenarios

So I abandon hope
Worst-case scenarios will never let me go