Alone

We've seen the tides change course
We've seen the calm wind turn to storm
Harbour waves have destroyed everything
(God's hand failed in saving love from perishing)
All alone, stuck in a world unknown

When the mighty flood has passed
And everything is gone
I will always sing this song
To find my way back home
Home is where I'm all alone

It's hard to hold fast when all your hopes
And dreams are choked by fears
It's hard to see clear when your eyes
Are drowned in your tears
Choked by fears, in your fucking tears
These thoughts won't help or rescue me
Hell entered our dreams
All alone, stuck in a world unknown

When the mighty flood has passed
And everything is gone
I will always sing this song
To find my way back home
Home is where I'm all alone
It comes to an end
I'll try to understand
Over and over again
Just bring me back home

I'm the worst pended, abandoned, uncomprehended man alive
Not giving away my hand of cards, just gamble, read my eyes
Oh, hey, I haven't lost it all and rebuilt this life on ground zero
To fall for this cliché
My four kinds of aces ain't you raising, facing the royal flush
'Though I'm never gonna stop until your war game's crushed
I'm going all-in, win, spin this thing around the clock
Unattainable heights is what we'll reach
From the bottom to the top
The game has begun, no turning back
Russian roulette or a deadly blackjack?
Take a deep breath and spit your rage
This one-man show against my wolf pack
A lucky charm won't survive our attack
We cannot change the cards we're dealt
Hold my drink please while I rob you blind

So sick of grieving alone