Why

They tell me to get over it, that this pain isn't real
I wish for one day they could feel what I feel
I'm a coward and I'm disgusted by myself
Why can't you see all I need is some help?
Take what you need from me
Rip my last hair out, I don't need your sympathy
Yeah, practice what you preach, that's the real shit now
I'm the prey, you're the referee

For all the things they said
That circled in my head
This life is just regret, I can't forget

Why is it so hard to deal with myself?
Why am I always running away?
Why can't I stay for me to see that things can change and why
Is it so hard to deal with myself?
Why am I always running away from me
When everything I need is to stay?

You say it's the start of the rest of my life
But how come it feels like I've already died inside?
Paralysing pride, let me tell you the truth
There's nothing left so take what you need from me
Rip my last hair out, I don't need your sympathy
Yeah, practice what you preach, that's the real shit now
I'm the prey, you're the referee

This life is just regret, I can't forget

Why is it so hard to deal with myself?
Why am I always running away?
Why can't I stay for me to see that things can change and why
Is it so hard to deal with myself?
Why am I always running away from me
When everything I need is to stay?

(Every day I decay without any light to see)
(And every day I decay and I feel it's breaking me)
Every day I decay without any light to see
Every day I decay
And it's breaking me

Why is it so hard to deal with myself?
Why am I always running away?
Why can't I stay for me to see that things can change and why
Is it so hard to deal with myself?
Why am I always running away from me
When everything I need is to stay?

I've already died