What I've become

Another night I'm all alone
Peeling my skin down to the bone
My eyes becoming bloodshot
From the hands around my throat
I regurgitate myself
So I can eat it up again
I've got an appetite for self-abuse
The story never ends

Sometimes I build myself up
So I can tear me down again
I never thought I'd get this low
I hate what I've become

Pushing myself until I break
Until my body starts to shake
The game is see just how much I can take
Before I fade away
I trace my scars
To remind me, a trail
Becoming numb
I cannot feel

Sometimes I build myself up
So I can tear me down again
I never thought I'd dig this low
I hate what I've become

Breaking down again
Breaking me
This weight is like an avalanche
Breaking down again
Crushing me
This weight feels like an avalanche

Sometimes I build myself up
So I can tear me down again
I never thought I'd get this low
I hate what I've become

Running from the pain
God, am I too late
Oh, come and open up my eyes
I give it all to you tonight
Starting to wither
Make me whole again
These chains have kept me here too long
I'm coming home where I belong