Sandcastles

This concrete city doesn't feel like home
How come I'm cold right beside you
I know I need a tragedy to find the right words
But I'm not sure if they still have any value

Hold your hands together to keep them warm
Cause I won't do it anymore, I've lost myself under your waves
While I was building my sandcastles, thinking I had a choice
You knew there's only emptiness

Ahead

So tell me will I ever change?
Tell me will I ever learn?
The ghost of you is chasing me
Down the abyss I was thrown in
Again, I've pushed myself off the edge
So will I ever learn?
And will I ever change?

I’ve built a yellow-brick road
Now I stay on the side of it
The time has come to stop lying to myself
You’ve built a yellow-brick road
Just to watch me trip over it
And now it seems so unreal

Now when it's over, I realize how hollow I really am
It took me too much time to confess
While I was building my sandcastles, thinking I had a choice
You knew there's only emptiness

Ahead

There's only emptiness ahead
Again I've pushed myself off the edge
And again I've pushed myself of the edge

Tell me will I ever change?
Tell me will I ever learn?
The ghost of you is chasing me
Down the abyss I was thrown in
Again, I've pushed myself off the edge
So will I ever learn?
And will I ever change?

Will I ever change?
Will I ever change?