No Puedo Dormir

Can you feel the ground?
Soil beneath
You rip into the fold
To find the jitter
If you look good, it's among the litter
Thoughts make up the past
To find it all
Straight and narrow to end it all

As far as I have come
I feel I've lost
Zero traction
I'm letting go
I cant ever sleep
I can't ever feel

I
This life is not for me
I can't ever love
I can't ever please
This life is not for me
Am I on the wave?
It's pulling me down
Synthetic dreams
When all your eyes
Just thought they've seen enough

When all your eyes
Just thought they've seen enough
I'm twitching
And its growing
Into....
I'm wishing
And hoping
That I'll just wake up