through darkness

I'm sick of it
It drives me crazy
Every day is worse than yesterday
I don't want to die
It would be too easy
I don't want to leave you here alone
I don't want to pray
'Cause nobody's listening at all
This world is cruel and cold
It's made of people I hate with all my heart
Filled with pain

All I want is a simple rest
The fucking stress
I can't get it out of my head
Negative state of mind, I'm trying to survive
Each another day
Does this life have a happy ending?
Is suicide the liberation?
More and more questions
Less and less answers
I don't want to die

The misery seems to be endless
A bitter end awaits us all
Every day I'm devastated
No feelings anymore, the world so
Cold

All I want is a simple rest
My dear madness
Die

I will do whatever it takes not to kill myself today
It's hopeless
It's hopeless
I buried myself alive in my despair
Dark mademoiselle
Has come for me

Dying
Dying

A bitter end awaits us all
The misery seems to be endless
The misery seems to be endless
A bitter end awaits us all
Every day I'm devastated
No feelings anymore, the world so cold