A Moon Without The Sun

I cope alone again hoping I can get away from it
I say I’ll quit but honestly it never ends
She watched as I would fall again

I know the hope can lend help to grow from this
I hate the sickness made of it
I know I’m meant for more than this
But drowning helps me just forget the past that I regret

Holding onto what was left until I lost myself again
I’m dwelling over words unsaid

I cope alone again hoping I can get away from it
I say I’ll quit but honestly it never ends
She watched as I would fall again

I know the hope can lend help to grow from this
I hate the sickness made of it
I know I’m meant for more than this but I’ve been feeling so misled

I’m walking on an edge trying not to drown again
I was hanging by a thread holding on to what was left