Sober

I guess
I wasn't everything, you needed me to be
I guess, you needed your hatred
So that you could be at peace

I never thought it'd be so hard
I never thought I'd ruin everything
I guess I couldn't reach your bar
I guess I'll just keep sinking
Down beneath

Is there no good ending
Is this the way I'm supposed to be
Guess I'll stop pretending
And take a look
At the wreckage below

When I find myself sober
It's like I'm under
The weight of the world
With your foot on my shoulders
Like it'll never be over

My fear has broken everything
I needed you to be
My will can only create
Things of sorrow and disease

You said that I would never be free
You told me that I'd never see the light of day
You said I'd never break this fall
I guess I'll just keep sinking down below

Is there no good ending?
Is this the way I'm supposed to be?
Guess I'll stop pretending
And take a look at the wreckage below

When I find myself sober
It's like I'm under the weight of the world
With your foot on my shoulders
Like it'll never be over

Seek a way to feel normal
We get a little bit closer

When I find myself sober
It's like I'm under the weight of the world
With your foot on my shoulders
Like it'll never be over

When I find myself sober
It's like I'm under
The weight of the world
With your foot on my shoulders
Like it'll never be over