Drinking Joy, Bitter Loss

When the Ending Comes for Me
Can I Welcome Oblivion's Kiss
Will I Embrace my Own Death
Can it Bring Me the Peace That I Crave
Sweet Salvation I Beg of You
Disconnect my Eyes
To Drift Away From my Mind
Souless, Empty and Dissolute
Aware of the End That Kisses my Face
And Takes Away my Pain
Touch me, Oblivion
As the Memories Fade

As I Change From Life to Death
And I Press Away From the Pain
Will I Know Your Face
Or Remember Your Name
What Will the Memories Bring
- Peace and Harmony?
Will I Forget the Sorrow,
And the Bitter Regret?
Do Not Weap for me
As I Transcend the Flesh
To Move Beyond the Hell
That I Left for You

Nothing but Pain is Paid for
By Blood and Tears ans Sacrifice
The Dark Closes in
And my Destiny Descends
Velvet Enfolds
To Smother my Soul
Pushing my Mortallity Away
How Will I Die
What Will the Meanings of my Life
With the Furture Untold

I May Drink from the Tears of Joy
But Will I Only Taste the Bitter Loss