Attached

Take me back
I wanna go to a place where I am not alone
With the thoughts and memories that cause relapse
And make my world collapse

When I was young, I felt it down deep
There was a poison in my lungs
Each and every single time I took a breath
I breathed out smoke

I don't wanna remember, but how could I ever forget?
Though it was a burden, I found a way to let it all go
There were many many times I thought I was lost
There were many more rules I broke
But I never ever lost that sense of hope
Protect it at all cost

I don't wanna remember, but how could I ever forget?
Though it was a burden, I found a way to let it all go
And although I know it's wrong
I still feel attached to the way things were in the past
Although I know it's wrong
I still feel attached