Im Not Supposed To Be Anything

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[Verse 1]
N.C.          D
I used to get angry
                         A      G
Goddamn  I used to get so angry
          A
I  used to punch things, break things
   G                      D
It really used to fucking scare me


[Verse 2]
                D
I used to be so lonely
                  A      G
I  used to be so unhappy
   A                G
I  drowned myself in wine
                   D
I don't wanna feel anything


[Chorus 1]
   A                G
I  drowned myself in wine
                 D
Don't wanna feel anything
  A                 G
I drowned myself in wine
N.C.               D
I used to be so unhappy


D D A G A G D D (x2)


[Verse 3]
                D
I  used to go to college
                 A    G
I was gonna be a physicist
        A                   G
It goes undergrad, masters, PhD
                D
I'll see you in 12 years


[Verse 4]
              D
But now I'm a drop out
                           A         G
I guess I'll never make my mom proud
    A           G                               D
But I am pretty proud of what I'm doing with my life now


[Chorus 2]
A           G                      D
I am pretty proud of how I live my life now
    A               G
And I will not feel bad
N.C.                   D
That I'm living for myself now


D D A G A G D D (x2)


[Bridge 1]
G            A
  And I have learned
        D                 Hm
To stop measuring my self-worth
       G                  A                      D
By the standards set by a culture that I want no part of
G           A            D                  Hm
  If I had stayed on the path that they had made
     G               A               D
Well I don't know if I would have survived it


[Verse 5]
                D
So now I am not lonely
             A              G
Cause I have found a community
   A                        G
Of folks who won't let this culture tell them
             D
Who they are supposed to be


[Verse 6]
           D
And I feel angry
                                 A                G
It's cause this system that's obsessed with productivity
             A                           G
Has tried to tell us that the value of a human can be measured
   D
In spreadsheets


[Bridge 2]
         A                     G
Told the boys to be strong and not to cry
         D*             A*           G*
Told the girls to just shut the fuck up
D*              A*           G*
  But we won't shut the fuck up


[Chorus 3]
        A                             G                    D
We will kick and scream till you stop telling us who we're supposed to be
A G                            D
  Cause I'm not supposed to be anything
         A            G
But I am closer every day
                     D
To the person that I wanna be