Slow Down

I know the air I'm breathing
It's no good for my lungs
I do this every season
I hate when summer comes
I'll fall into a trap
That I'm made by myself

Oh, and I always do the wrong thing
I'm unstable and I'm unsteady
I've lost a million times already
And I'm so sorry, but I'm not able to slow down
I feel unable and so unworthy
My heart feels heavy, I've lost already

And I'm so sorry, but I'm not able to slow down now
And I'm so sorry, but I'm not able to slow down now
And I'm so sorry, but I'm not able to slow down now
I'm always self-destructive
I take a hit, I love it
Can you give me a second?

I'm slow, got blurry vision
I'll fall into a trap
That I'm made by myself
Oh, and I always do the wrong thing
I'm unstable and I'm unsteady
I've lost a million times already

And I'm so sorry, but I'm not able to slow down now
I feel unable and so unworthy
My heart feels heavy, I've lost already
And I'm so sorry, but I'm not able to slow down now
Please help me see
The things that I am
I don't understand
I'm doing the best that I can right now
But it's never enough
I'm not even ready to slow down
Just slow down

Oh
And I'm so sorry, but I'm not able to slow down now
Oh-oh
And I'm so sorry, but I'm not able to slow down now