My Pain

You're a liar
You said that you love me
And that you'll never leave me
But where are you?
Where are the promisses you've made?
They just disappeared
So you too
And I don't know

I'm dying
And I can see my death from distance

Nobody see my pain
Put a bullet in my brain
My life is a game
I've became insane
Nobody see my pain
Put a bullet in my brain
My life is a game
I've became insane

Every step that I take
I'm loosing myself
Blood in my hand
My life is a mess
Shooting in my head
I'm dead inside
Tonight I promise a suicide
Ween on the hand
Will be the last
Voices in the head
Remind me me of the past

I remember I was crying
The night before
They scream in my head
And ask for more
I need to find
Another place
Tears are falling
From my face
Running to the death
Like a race

My eyes are heavy
Because of stress
They were much
But now I'm alone
Fucking I can not
Pick up the phone
I'm all fucked
Broken to the bone
The days have passed
What I have done?

If I die
She'll cry
Of course not
This world is a lie
Lies and lies
Day after day
My mother is crying
And asked me to pray