It Never Rains Anymore

It never rains anymore
I've been lying on the floor
So disgusted with myself
Can't fucking take this anymore

I'm the thorn in the roses
Body decomposing
Leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

Hands shaky like my life
It's fucking hard just to type
None of my friends are alright
Just hiding tears in our eyes
Trust me, I wish I could stop caring
I swear to God, I'm fucking trying

My head's just fucked up from the lying (from the lying)
Honest, I wish you never met me (I wish you never met me)
My head's just fucked up from the lying (from the lying)
Honest, I wish you never met me (I wish you never met me)

It never rains anymore
I've been lying on the floor
So disgusted with myself
Can't fucking take this anymore

I'm the thorn in the roses
Body decomposing
Leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

I have this this hole in my chest
It hurts so bad, I can't rest
Waking up from all this stress
I'm fucking trying my best
To live a life on my own
I always stare at my phone
Waiting for you to hit me back
Because I always feel alone

I'm the thorn in the roses
Body decomposing
Leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

Leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice