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My home is a broken home
Beaten and broken and all alone
I need a change and I need it now
Gave up on faith, I don't need his vow
No will to change, no will for hope
My word is my word, I won't need a rope
To pick myself up every time that I fall
I've been through hell, I've been through it all

As a boy I watched my father leave at the age of 10
I can't forget the words that came out his lips
He said have hope son things will get better
The ocean waves were the only thing that reflected the grey "heaven"

The rumors in the sea were hard to believe
For me myself and what I've grown up to be
He is a fallen idol
A mass superstition
He had a chance and it just gave me he'll
I'm nothing special
I know I've changed
I'm no prophecy, nor fallen prodigy
I'm just the match that ignites the flame

I cause pain
I have to live like this
I will not change
I will not blame my self
For what I did
It was my choice
To live this way
No turning back
I am who I am
These thoughts are just pitch black

Let me tell you something, you're no better than me
Let me tell you something, you're no better than me
Let me tell you something, you're no better than me
Let me tell you something, you're no better than me

Let me tell you something, you're no better than me
As I look into the mirror all I see is disease
I'm not proud of change
There is no one to blame
I was born this way
There's nowhere stay

Life goes on, life goes on, life goes on, life goes on and on, and on, and on, and on
(And all I know has been alone)

Within you or without you
We will all be forgotten
Just go on

I'm proud of who I am
I'm proud of my change