Beverly

I used to have nothing, no money, felt no jealousy
Straight out of pressure, man I did that every night
She ain't gon' wake up now, she took a hit of ketamine
Yeah, the way I party, now has turned into a vice

My list of wins comes with a biggest list of enemies
I don't have no one to talk to that I like
And all these bitches they just trick me out my energy
What the fuck what am I doing with my life? (Hmm)

I don't have no one to talk to that I like (hmm)
What the fuck what am I doing with my life? (Hmm)
I don't have no one to talk to late at night (hmm)
What the fuck what am I doing with my life?

It's the death of a superstar
As we enter into the dark
If you're afraid of who you are
Remember it's an illusion
Only human

All this time I took out chasing my identity
I was chasing nothing, I was just wasting my time
Creating chaos was my motto and my remedy
Lighting up the dark with art that kept me safe at night (woah)

And when I sing about the dark I'm talking ebony
And all the anxiety would take over my life
I'm so glad to take my breath in all these memories
Now I'm gripping on my chest, it's feeling tight (hmm)

I, I, I don't have no one to talk to that I like (hmm)
What the fuck what am I doing with my life? (Hmm)
I don't have no one to talk to late at night (hmm)
What the fuck what am I doing with my life?

(Are you okay?)

What the fuck what am I doing with my