I used to have nothing, no money, felt no jealousy Straight out of pressure, man I did that every night She ain't gon' wake up now, she took a hit of ketamine Yeah, the way I party, now has turned into a vice My list of wins comes with a biggest list of enemies I don't have no one to talk to that I like And all these bitches they just trick me out my energy What the fuck what am I doing with my life? (Hmm) I don't have no one to talk to that I like (hmm) What the fuck what am I doing with my life? (Hmm) I don't have no one to talk to late at night (hmm) What the fuck what am I doing with my life? It's the death of a superstar As we enter into the dark If you're afraid of who you are Remember it's an illusion Only human All this time I took out chasing my identity I was chasing nothing, I was just wasting my time Creating chaos was my motto and my remedy Lighting up the dark with art that kept me safe at night (woah) And when I sing about the dark I'm talking ebony And all the anxiety would take over my life I'm so glad to take my breath in all these memories Now I'm gripping on my chest, it's feeling tight (hmm) I, I, I don't have no one to talk to that I like (hmm) What the fuck what am I doing with my life? (Hmm) I don't have no one to talk to late at night (hmm) What the fuck what am I doing with my life? (Are you okay?) What the fuck what am I doing with my