My Pain

My Pain
As I stare with passion and linger at the stars above
I can feel their flicker as they penetrate my mind.
My whole body Quivers...and tears of wisdom from my eyes.

I burn in visions of the future and the past
And the perfect feeling of forever lasting life.
I strive to break the endless dark
That keeps me far away from the undying light,
But there are seals I cannot break
With my pathetic human mind.
I so much wish I could deny my mortal kind
And put myself apart of everything untrue and lust,
For then I could forever raise myself above
And reach quintessence by entering the Gate of Stars.

I hate you all, for you enjoy this life !
And mock the few who can see beyond the shades...
But we will meet again within the end of time
And pain that we endured,
Shall turn against you as the sharpest knife.
We do not fit into you poor world of glass
That we may shatter with a simple turn of thought...
For you shall see that infinite does choose
And then we finally will see who dares to laugh.

And as i feel the stars that flicker in my heart
And taste the tears of wisdom from my eyes
My whole body now begins to shiver
For earth begins to tremble as winds of suicide pass by...