iHate

Always workin' and I never kick my feet up
Fifty million views and haters try to act
Like they ain't seen 'em
But I'm grindin' till I headline

And I'ma sell out areans
I'm not stoppin' till I meet drake
And I get placed on a feature
How could you ball

If you're always sittin' on the bleachers
Wake up, write, record, sleep
That is the procedure
There's too many followers

And there's not enough leaders
Said there's too much followers
And there's not enough leaders
Girls are tryna fuck me now

Cause they thinkin' that I'm on
But if my buzz diminished then
I know she'll be gone
I be rappin' 'bout my ex

Now she thinkin' she the one
Who can heal my broken heart
But oh girl you're hella wrong, yeah
I'm in a weird place

But I'm stayin' strong
Because the road ahead of me
Lookin' hella long
Everytime I'm in the room

I feel like I don't belong
I was feelin' insecure
Right after I wrote this song

Cause I hate I don't love myself
I hate that I want you so bad
I hate that I gotta be everything
That everybody says that I can't

And if you were inside my head
Then you'd understand what I go through
Imagine everybody
Knowin' who you are
But nobody out there
Really knows you

Lately I feel like
The world's tryna test me
Lately it feels like my ex
Tryna stress me

Why does it feel like
Everyone's against me
Why does it feel like
They're just tryna end me

So many reasons to smile
So why can't I do it
They say it's in my mind
Then why can't I get through it

I heard that they criticise
So now I question music
And one day I feel alive
The next I'm feeling useless

I'm only human
If I'm so handsome
Why am I feeling self-conscious
If I know I can't change

Why do I make the promise
If I am so popular
Then why am I in my apartment
Alone
If I'm so real
Then let me just be honest

Cause I hate I don't love myself
I hate that I want you so bad
I hate that I gotta be everything
That everybody says that I can't

And if you were inside my head
Then you'd understand what I go through
Imagine everybody
Knowin' who you are
But nobody out there
Really knows you