Why'd You Leave?

I feel happy and sad i feel like a contradiction
She hurt me after she promised me that this time was different
So now my guards up, i lost my trust hoping i can fix it
Should of trust my gut, was hurt by love, so that's why i'm defensive
You said you love me, then hurt me, something ain't adding up
I cried burying the future that i had planned for us
I'm tryna outrun my past, i guess i'm not fast enough
It's crazy how these people we meet can just damage us
But fuck it, i'll just move along and wipe away my tears
I always held my own, i been alone for all these years

My biggest fear is wasting time on somebody who does me wrong
Who didn't loved me, who was fronting and using me like a pawn
Sometimes i feel unloveable, my hearts un-discoverable
Hate living in misery, my miserys insufferable
Hurt by the ones we love the most, the toughest pill to shallow
My heart used to be full but now it's hallow, so no
You don't know understand the way i feel
You don't understand how much i hate to be me
Cuz i break and crumble, feel so alone
And my life's a struggle, nobody knows so
You don't understand how much i hate to be me
You and I, tried to be

Held you down, why'd you leave?
Why'd you leave?
Why'd you leave?
Why'd you leave?
Why'd you leave?