Departures

This pain goes right down to my bones
I'm just a sad lost soul in a broken world
I can't help but feel all alone
Save me from myself, save me from the gun

Can you see my hell from your own perspective
Or am I alone sad, hurt, lost and neglected
This is so insidious
It's like a cage without a key
Now I am drowning
Yet everyone else is still breathing
This is my own hell!
My own hell
The fog grows thicker now
It is smothering me
And I'm still questioning

If I end it all now will I still feel pain?
I need you to tell me why I need to breathe
Show me that I'm not alone
In this hell I've made my own
Give me clarity!

Show me my potential!
Show me my own wings
I'm not meant for crawling
Teach me how to soar
Show me what I really am
I am your masterpiece!
Even when I feel I'm worth nothing

This pain goes right down to my bones
I'm just a lost soul in a broken world
No longer am I suffocating
You taught me how to breathe

If I end it all now will I still feel pain?
I need you to tell me why I need to breathe
Show me that I'm not alone
In this hell I've made my own
Give me clarity!