The Curse I Hold Within

Old memories, cold and confusing
Just empty words inside
Bitterness, the pain within
Veil of tears grays her eyes, still ...

Like a child, she watches and smiles:
"face the moonlight in dreams with you"
Now a man, strange feelings surround me
It's the curse i feel cold within

She tries to hold the candles
Still she tries to hide behind a smile
Her hand held to my head
The warmth within her answer:
"your love can't burn alone ..."

Her beauty shines when she whispers:
"please, say you understand"
Now i realize, from bright and silent skies
Dying days to me

I try to light the candles
Still i try to hide behind a smile
Her glance caressed my thoughts
The pain within my answer:
"i know, it's the curse i hold ..."

Whenever i believe my fantasy deceives me
And still i wonder why i feel a curse inside of me

Whenever i believe my fantasy deceives me
And still i wonder why i won't surrender to the curse i hold ...