Spy Main's Paradise

As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
I take a look at my life, and realize there's nothin' left
'Cause I've been stabbing and laughin' so long
That even my medic thinks that my mind is gone
But I ain't never crossed a man that didn't deserve it
Me be treated like a freak, you know that's unheard of
You better watch how you talkin' and where you're walkin'
Or you and your homies might be lined in chalk
I really hate to trip, but I gotta loc'
As they grow, I see myself in the pistol smoke
Fool, I'm the kinda spy the little homies want to be like
On my knees in the night, sayin' prayers on the bomb cart

Been spendin' most our lives livin' in the spy-main's paradise
Been spendin' most our lives livin' in the spy-main's paradise
Keep spendin' most our lives livin' in the spy-main's paradise
Keep spendin' most our lives livin' in the spy-main's paradise

Look at the situation they got me facin'
I can't live a normal life, I was raised by the street
So I gotta be down with the red team
Too much television watchin' got me chasin' dreams
I'm a handsome rouge spy with money on my mind
Got my knife in my hand and a jarate? No
I'm a loc'd out spy main, set killing monster
And my scrumpy is down so don't arouse my anger
Fool, death is but a kaboom away
I'm livin' life do or die, what can I say?
I'm a free spy now, but will I go to see your mother?
The way you are goin', I don't know

Tell me why are we so blind to see
That the ones we kill are you and me?

Been spendin' most our lives livin' in the spy-main's paradise
Been spendin' most our lives livin' in the spy-main's paradise
Keep spendin' most our lives livin' in the spy-main's paradise
Keep spendin' most our lives livin' in the spy-main's paradise

Power and the money, money and the power
Minute after minute, hour after hour
Everybody's runnin', but half of them ain't lookin'
What's goin' on in the kitchen, but I don't know what's cookin'
They say I gotta learn, but nobody's here to teach me
If they can't understand it, how can they reach me?
I guess they can't, I guess they won't
I guess they frontin', that's why I know my life is out of luck, fool!

Been spendin' most our lives livin' in the spy-main's paradise
Been spendin' most our lives livin' in the spy-main's paradise
Keep spendin' most our lives livin' in the spy-main's paradise
Keep spendin' most our lives livin' in the spy-main's paradise

Tell me why are we so blind to see
That the ones we kill are you and me?
Tell me why are we so blind to see
That the ones we kill are you and me?