The Continual Condition

A city drenching me in sin
Atop these buildings we’re both sinking
As we swim in our continual condition
You found a way inside my head and
Left me hanging by a thread.
Gutted out, replaying every line you said and thinking
Why can’t I just forget it and why can’t I live without you
I wish I held my ground or I could
Just go back and disappear from you

I let you in you stole a piece of me
And now I can’t take, I can't take it
I can't take it back from you again
You carved my body from the inside out
Never hesitated, hesitated
Left me on the boulevard here to bleed

Your eyes had pureness cutting through
You had me breaking my own rules, assuring me it’s okay
This is different, you know we’re different
I’m such a mess I’ve tried and tried to unlearn your spell
Uncross the line maintain my confidence outside
But this pain it won’t escape me

I let you in you stole a piece of me
And now I can’t take, I can't take it
I can't take it back from you again
You carved my body from the inside out
Never hesitated, hesitated
Left me on the boulevard here to bleed
A city drenching me in sin
Below these buildings I’m still sinking
As I swim in my continual condition
I’m off the beaten path, smashing every light I pass
I’m so far away, and the darkness makes me need you

I let you in you stole a piece of me
And now I can’t take, I can't take it
I can't take it back from you again
You carved my body from the inside out
Never hesitated, hesitated
Left me on the boulevard here to bleed
You left me here to bleed