To The One Far Away

This is the one i promised YOU
as i ran my fingers through
your hair while you were asleep
with your head on my lap
remember when i told you
no one can ever keep me
from coming over to you no one but you
you SAID now why would YOU
go and do something like that
i didn't want to explain i turned away
so afraid of losing you so afraid to leave
so afraid of letting go of all that i hold dear
our days were ALWAYS numbered
from the first time we met
that's why it was so intense
when every moment mattered
you know i meant what i said
i WOULD walk on water for you
all that i ever wanted i found in you
this is my way of telling you
that it was so perfect
and yet so bittersweet but heavenly
i miss you so
i miss you - so?
missing never helps
i miss you so
i miss you - so?
missing never got me anywhere