Catharsis

I need to let myself go
Yet this prison feels safe
I need to forgive myself
Yet this guilt is my air

Still, punishment goes on
Still, I feel satisfied

I shall live for today
Why do I always
Long for tomorrow
I'm in love with my pain
Why do I always
Long for sorrow

I want to be alone
Yet surrounded by you
Oh, I want to own nothing
But yet I need to keep you

Still, punishment goes on
Still, I feel satisfied

I shall live for today
Why do I always
Long for tomorrow
I'm in love with my pain
Why do I always
Long for sorrow

Accept my feelings
And find inner peace
And I could use
Some answers
And give me catharsis, peace

I shall live for today
Why do I always
Long for tomorrow
I shall live for today
Why do I always
Long for tomorrow
I'm in love with my pain
Why do I always
Long for sorrow