hurt (feat. ghosthands)

Am I okay?
This life just wasn't meant for me
It's been a long day
I just want some silence please
I'm the same place
Never really wanna leave
Seven missed calls
When you're right here next to me

Is anybody here?
Does anybody care for me
You said it's just a phase
But it couldn't be the same for me
I wanna stay
But I don't know if you'd even care

I lost my place
And I don't know if you want me here
Let me close my eyes for a second
Visualize everything I don't mention
'Cause I don't know how
To say it out loud

I guess I barely know you
I barely know myself
Only now I run through
Senses that I never felt
Give me some silence
Peace and some quiet
Scared of the notion in words on my tongue that might kill me now

I closed off my heart
Give in to my problems
I ain't gonna start
But God I feel so worthless
Tore my room apart
Just tryna find a reason
Said it for myself
I wanna lose my feelings
I know that's what's best for me

You're all I fuckin' need
But I'm too scared to ask
Or tell you anything
Fuck I hate myself
Fuck I hate this scene
Just go and save your breath
I want just her and me