If Only

If only
If only things were different
I would hold you in my arms
I'd show you what true love could be
And you would be my all in all
I feel a little strange right now
Because I know I shouldn't feel
The things I have inside my heart
Even though I know this thing is real

I have to keep it inside
I have to learn how to hide
All of my emotions
Have to control all of my movements
So that you would never know
I want you and I love you

If only things were different
I could give all this love
I would embrace and kiss you so gently
I'd find a way to give you all the stars
I have to learn to keep my distance right now
Because I know I shouldn't feel
The things I have inside my heart
Even though I know this thing is real

I have to keep it inside
I have to learn how to hide
All of my emotions
Have to control all of my movements
So that you would never know
I want you and I love you

Even though my heart so longs
And aches to be with you all day and hold you every night
A part of me will always be content
Just to know that you are around and a part of my life