Chemicals

I can't go on
I cannot breathe
And I know this is wrong
I'm shaking and I don't know
What's going on
I know that I need to be strong
I know, I need to be strong

Hear the sound of my heart beating
Crashing through my chest
This anxiety
Just won't let me be
I am feeling such a mess lately

I can't breathe again, again
These thoughts in my head
I don't know who they are
I can't breathe again, again
These thoughts in my head
My head

I, I'm taking this time for me
I'm not who I used to be
These chemicals inside me, me
These chemicals killing me

Got to get myself better
I accept I need help
Thought that it would be easier
Lying to myself
Neglected the issue
To disguise, I'm not well
I'm trembling inside
And I am breaking

I, I'm reaching inside of me
To find who I used to be
Before I got in too deep, deep
With chemicals killing me

These chemicals, chemicals
They're killing me, killing me

I can't go on
I cannot breathe
And I know this is wrong
I'm shaking and I don't know
What's going on
I know that I need to be strong
Need to be strong