After All These Years

Today might be the last time that I see your smile
It's hard to believe I've known you for such a damn long while
But it'd be better if you cared
It'd be better if you tried
To seem less disingenuous when tears fall from my eyes

'Cause I'm feeling now this was untrue
Like I was the one who cared about you
To sum it up with something new
After all these years
Fuck you

I'll probably forget you in the first week of school
And go make friends who really think I'm cool
And I won't have to falsify my past to make them laugh
And I won't have to act

We'll all wear baggy shirts and go get lost in a new place
Till somebody yells
Go the fuck away
But it won't matter 'cause I'm away
From those who made me say
The same

I'm feeling now this was untrue
Like I was the one who cared about you
To sum it up with something new
After all these years
Fuck you

I thought there was no one that I despised
But pastelish colors clouded my mind
I know that word's a little strong
But, you see, for you it doesn't feel all that wrong