Darkside

I used to be so happy
Where'd that person go?
Now every time I look in the mirror
It's someone I don't know
I hate myself, I'm not the same
The light in me is gone
I'm crying every single day
But I'm trying to be strong

You're a whiny little bitch
Your pity parties aren't that fun
You've been crying for a while now
Are you almost done?
You say you hate yourself
And yet, look at that, you're here
You've gotten up out of bed
For the last five years

Don't you want your power back?
Don't you want revenge?
You can't prove that fucker wrong
If you beat yourself down again
I say this as a friend
I say 'cause I know who you are
I've been here from the beginning
But I've been waiting in the dark

I am the voice inside you
That knows exactly what you're worth
I'm that: Fuck off, bitch, energy
That you need to put first
I'm the line drawn in the sand
And the boundaries you need to set
I'm the demons you'll unleash
And the dreams you'll manifest

Aren't you sick of always being last?
You have no discipline
You say that it's your illness
That's an excuse, my friend
You know all your symptoms
And you have the tools to fight them
And when someone tries to fuck with you
You have every right to bite them

Break the chains, take off your muzzle
Stop being so damn nice
You please every fucking body but yourself
You know that right?
You let every person that you've ever known
Just suck you dry
And yet you wonder why
You always feel so empty inside

But no, it's not my fault
I was raised to be kind
It's not your job to be
Everybody's ray of sunshine
But if I'm not nice, they'll leave
Let them
I need them
No, you don't!

They think that you're just not digestible
So let them fucking choke
I just can't be that person
Why? Just be like this
It's not the end of the fucking world
If they think you're a bitch
Stop it
Why? You know I'm right

You know that's why I'm here
You're done with all their shit
And this is your fucking year
Babe, I'm here to help you
Come on, just let me out
I was sent here from Hekate
And I need to see this through
Imagine everything that you and I
Will get to do

I'm done watching you cry
I'm done watching you scroll
Every tear feels like a drop of acid
Burning through my soul
I'm sorry
I've watched you on