Power

I'm tired
Of waiting by the phone
Of feeling like I am alone
Feeling like you're busy and I'm always home
I'm thinking that it's starting to annoy ya
Oh I'm tired
Of feeling I'm begging you
To give a damn
You know it's true

Oh you
You have so much power over me and I hate you know it
And I hate that you know it

Trust me I get it
I described vivid pictures to you
And you had all your brushes ready
But I wasn't ready to paint yet
But do you understand what it means when I say I love you?
I see beauty in your darkness.
What makes you most beautiful is that you not only showed me your heaven
But let me witness your hell.
Being so human is what made me fall in love with you I guess.
Your flaws make you so damn beautiful.
You gimme that “I haven’t seen you in years but still my stomach drops” kinda love.
That “anyone else that isn’t you will be settling” kinda love

It's crazy how when you fall in love it's so unexpected you know?
You meet this person.
Who is so imperfectly perfect for you.
And you swear that nothing can break you apart until something does.
So you begin fighting.
Not for one another but against one another
Until you realize that the root of it all is love.
And in that moment, in that moment, every argument is irrelevant and the only thing that matters is that you guys have one another
Why is it that I always tend to push away the people that I hope will stay?

Oh I hate that you know it
I swear I hate that you know
You know that I will fight for us until the end
And I know that what we've found is true love I swear
Oh you
You have so much power over me and I hate you know it
And I hate that you know it