Left On Repeat

I'm waking up in a cold sweat
Trapped in here with the fear of things that haven't happened yet
So what should I do next?
Pull the chord from my spine, I'm so, I'm so anxious
Panic and distress
I confess for the sins of the heart still beating in my chest
I still got some time left
Wipe the tears from my eyes and stop living a lie

Walking in a line between heaven and hell
Little devil on my shoulder, yeah, I know him too well
And he'll try to take me over, cast me under a spell
Had my eyes wide shut, I won't stay stuck

'Cause I know I'm not the only one who's dealing with these insecurities
So I keep telling myself I don't need your help 'cause there's no one else to believe
And I keep trying my best to figure out who I'm supposed to be
But I'm stuck in the same old cycle left on repeat
It goes on and on
It goes on and on, and on

I'm terrified of this cold place
'Cause I fear that in here there's only so much I can take
Before it's all too late
Will I bend? Will I break? I'm so, I'm so helpless
Let me get this off my chest
I confess for the sins and forgive myself for all of the rest
I still got some time left
Wipe the tears from my eyes and stop living a lie

Walking in a line between heaven and hell
Little devil on my shoulder, yeah, I know him too well
And he'll try to take me over, cast me under a spell
Had my eyes wide shut, I won't stay stuck

'Cause I know I'm not the only one who's dealing with these insecurities
So I keep telling myself I don't need your help 'cause there's no one else to believe
And I keep trying my best to figure out who I'm supposed to be
But I'm stuck in the same old cycle left on repeat
It goes on and on
It goes on and on, and on

On and on, and on
And on, and on, and on, and on

Do you ever wonder why?
We live our lives with these ridiculous lies
I'm done pretending that I'm always fine
No more hiding from the pain inside
Do you ever wonder why?
We live our lives with these ridiculous lies
I'm done pretending that I'm always fine
No more hiding from the pain inside

I know I'm not the only one who's dealing with these insecurities
But I'm stuck in the same old cycle left on repeat
It goes on and on
It goes on and on
I keep trying my best to figure out who I'm supposed to be
But I'm stuck in the same old cycle left on repeat
It goes on and on
It goes on and on, and on

But I'm stuck in the same old cycle left on repeat
On and on, and on