pile (feat. heylog)

Oh-oh
Am I alive? Oh
Oh
Ooh-oh

I've been to Heaven, Hell, and she wanted it
She wanna ham my neck till I'm on it
Switching positions, I feel like I'm in nighttime
I don't feel the Sun no more, I don't like sunshine
Quicker my heart declines more that I find myself
Shut my windows and blinds more that I hate myself
I dislike everything but dislike you the most
My life's full of sin 'cause I don't know where to go
Stood outside, I'm seeing flies
I'm outside, you know my time
Wait for this, I'm on a climb
Fuck with my psyche, it's pain until I die
Gaining more likes, am I doing something right?
It's gone up in spikes, have I gone up in my life?
Maybe you should listen to me once in a while
Surely you would be different if you weren't in denial
Every thought she's ever had starts to fucking pile
Oh, I wish I never had, she's fucking vile
Depression getting really bad, you can crack a smile
You can barely leave your bed, stop acting like a child
How did you get rid of your sweat? Did you run it off?
Do something with your life and make it worthwhile

She's so psychotic, I knew when I saw
Speaking so toxic, you're just like your mom
Everything I do, she gets really pissed
So why does it feel like it's always my fault?
God, you're chaotic, quit starting a fight
I ain't one to argue, it's a waste of time
She purposely trying to spark up a flame
And now all of this is getting out of line
Oh, baby, you're so cold
You're making this easy, give more
Oh, baby, we're off course
She said she want more, she said she want more
Innocence don't exist
She'll find ways to get your head
She's offended again
Exaggerate things I say
Oh, my dear, you're in fear
Block it out with a few beers
Everyone she's ever cursed is in a pile
Everyone she's ever hurt calls her vile
And everyone she's done the worst gets away
Am I the only one who's learned from her pain?

(Now the whole place burnt down)
And I can see it in her eyes, she's happy
I hope you know you look like a clown
'Cause only you would act a little trashy
(Sleepy)
(Good morning)