The Edge

Hard to hide it
My heart has been burned, my soul has been broken
I can't deny it
All of these scars are memoirs of once known love
Now gone
And out of reach
Just here to teach
The numbing reign of pain

I'm trying to find
Any kind of peace of mind
Though my world keeps crumbling
One step at a time
Unkind
The way we must wander blind
Trying to clue back pieces, scattered, hard to find

Keep paying the price
For wanting it, wanting it all
Sweet sacrifice
Right here on the edge of the fall
Where everything feels like a dream
It's almost like we're back jumping realms

One year older
Stagnant while constantly moving on
Hardly bolder
Simply just trying to cope with the things I know
I owe It to myself
To break this spell

And try to find
Any kind of peace of mind
Though my world keeps crumbling
One step at a time
Unkind
The way we must wander blind
Trying to clue back pieces, scattered, hard to find

Keep paying the price
For wanting it, wanting it all
Sweet sacrifice
Right here on the edge of the fall
Where everything feels like a dream
It's almost like we're back jumping realms

Another year older
Still running
Still feeling paralyzed
I wish I never have to feel this again

It is my life, after all
And I refuse to stay hostage

I know time is cruel towards the broken heart
It is near lethal with the tiniest of marks
Razor sharp

And we doubt ourselves and our thoughts
We are self-inflicted prisoners
But I promised myself something better
Gotta keep breathing on
Keep it steady
Get back up
Be happy
Get back up
That's an order!

Get up
Find your way
You will find your way

All of these scars are memoirs of once known love
But why do we cling to the past?
Why can't I let go?
I want to find peace

We know heartbreaks lead to change
Where we see the first rays of light
Where everything feels like a dream
It is almost like we are back jumping realms
But this time, let us move forward and be freed