(I'm Not) At My Best

What a shame I did it again
I weirded out another friend
I got attention got obsessive again
And I think that I ruined it
Am I sick?
A narcissist?
Do I need help?
Should I quit?

Cause I'm not at my best right now
I'm not at my best right now
I'm not at my best right now
Yeah, I'm not at my best right now, now
Yeah, I'm not at my best right now
I'm not at my best right now
I'm not at my best right now
I'm not at my best right now, now
Yeah, I'm not at my best right now

I live my life on a digital screen
But nothing is what it seems
I just wish that I could really be me
But what does that even mean?
Am I sick?
A narcissist?
Do I need help?
Should I quit?

Cause I'm not at my best right now
I'm not at my best right now
I'm not at my best right now
Yeah, I'm not at my best right now, now
Yeah, I'm not at my best right now
I'm not at my best right now
I'm not at my best right now
I'm not at my best right now, now
Yeah, I'm not at my best right now