Headed To My Funeral

These doors all keep on openin'
But the one I want is closed
I know this how it's supposed to be
But I'm missin' what I've known (What I've known)

And I'ma sit and waste my time again
Burn my racks, drink wine again
Wonder why I let you in, I know
(I know, I know, I know)

That I'll fall face down on top from the middle
Watch it all break down, I'm lost down in limbo
Dressed in all black like I'm headed to my funeral
And I know

Clutch my heart and I'll keep it hidden
Guess now I'ma move all different
Got me fucked up, how I'm livin'
The taste, the touch all drag me under

Stare at the door, I still picture you leavin'
At least when it's dark out, I can't see these demons
Clutchin' this bottle till I drown
It's so easy, it's so easy

And I'ma sit and waste my time again
Burn my racks, drink wine again
Wonder why I let you in, I know
(I know, I know, I know)

That I'll fall face down on top from the middle
Watch it all break down, I'm lost down in limbo
Dressed in all black like I'm headed to my funeral
And I know

That I'll fall face down on top from the middle
Watch it all break down, I'm lost down in limbo
Dressed in all black like I'm headed to my funeral
And I know