So I Shotgunned a Beer And Went Back To Bed

Why are my eyes always shifting away from everyone else's eyes?
A minor case; major depressive. a fantastic film score.
Ay father's bike; my weight descending, with nothing to wait for.
Then i push my hair back. then i mess it up.
Then i bite my tongue from singing what you'll all say.
"you swore that you would live your life without regret.
Well, what do you wait for?"
Melissa, i fucked up.
I won't cut my arms off, that won't keep me warm at night.
And i'll do my best to live my life without regret.