Merciful Release

No God in Heaven no devil in Hell
No more answers
which is just as well
Beyond my anger beyond my fears
I swallow my scream
so nobody hears

Memories crash on vacant shores
Of my wasted life I want no more
From these things
I must shield my eye
I can do without this stimuli

Logical routines meld day into day
No one will notice if I wash away
No more hate only empty void
Nothing holds back my yearning
choice

No more torment no more cares
Only oblivion lies at these stares
Powered by need but lost my nerve
Of this deed I could not serve

When will I find release?
When will I find release?