Anyways How You Been?

It's not personal
You made it personal, so we're aware
And you play it well
Like you're under water but still breathing air
Haven't spoken in four months
But you act like you're so tough
Wish that I had a warning sign
Before everything blew up

I was a little obsessive
And you're a little bit out of touch
Everything looks the same
But nothing is what it was
I was a little bit distant
And you hated me being far
I don't know what to tell you
I don't even know where to start

If this is it
Then I think I should cut the rope
If there's no coming back
Then I don't want to know
After the curtains close
What's gonna happen then?
Another loss, I'm lost without you
But anyways how you been?

You self-sabotage
You make it worse when I know you mean well
Gotta bite my tongue
Eating my words, even though it all hurts like hell

Haven't spoken in four months
And I'm starting to miss us
Now I'm all in my head
And I'm wondering if there's something I shoulda said

I was a little obsessive
And you're a little bit out of touch
Everything looks the same
But nothing is what it was
I was a little bit distant
And you hated me being far
I don't know what to tell you
I don't even know where to start

If this is it
Then I think I should cut the rope
If there's no coming back
Then I don't want to know
After the curtains close
What's gonna happen then?
Another loss, I'm lost without you
But anyways how you been?

Anyways how you been?
I've been crawling in my skin
I can't run, I can't win
Anyways how you been?
Don't wanna leave, but I have to go
Get on a plane I'm going home
I'm starting over, it ain't over
I know I'll find you either way
But anyways I've been great

If this is it
Then I think I should cut the rope
If there's no coming back
Then I don't want to know
After the curtains close
What's gonna happen then?
Another loss, I'm lost without you
But anyways how you been?