Becoming

Something something in my brain
It won't leave me and i can't sleep right
A hole somewhere i can't explain
Incompleted pictures out of sight
Like a pebble in my shoe
I can't find it blisters aggravate
There's a problem hidden from view
I can feel it and i can't concentrate

All along
Clearly wrong

I'm becoming
Not what i want to be
I'm becoming
See what i want to see
I'm becoming
Not the real me

Bitterness i don't understand
Thoughts inside me and i can't sleep right
Wish it was only a dream
This nightmare i can't fight
Things are fine on the out side
Everything to make mom happy
I'm awake and all i've tried
Happiness always evades me