Ghostboy

I could be fake too
Just not how I make do
It's not that I hate you
Well I don't know
Hard to be great you know
It's hard to be grateful
It's hard to be thankful
So I don't show
You know we all hurt it's just life
Baby, I get lost in the midnight
We all got problems I just admit mine
At night my eyes won't close

If I'm a star I'm burnt out and looking down
Just cause she love me right now
Don't mean she'll always be around
Always stoned and in my house
Don't got nobody I can count on
Just stay tucked off by myself
Oh I
Only get in my zone when I get on my own
All alone
She hit me up at all
And I shut off my phone
I go ghost
I swear she got those words you feel in your bones
Who would have known
The prettiest face would have the ugliest soul

Yeah but I'm a loverboy what'd you expect from me
I swear pretty girls will be the death of me
Step to me I'm in the sky
Baby I been hearing lies
All my fucking life
So I always treat them nice
So when they fuck me over I don't even think twice
I just cut em off I don't even want a slice
Imma leave her blocked
Wish my heart weren't so soft
Wish you weren't my first fuck
All the shit is so dumb

Now I just find safety in how
These memories start all fading
Put a knife inside my back
Then ask why I'm so filled with hatred

Anything but give you space and I'd rather erase myself
Put the hurt on my back
Chasing feeling's never helps

I could be fake too
Just not how I make do
It's not that I hate you
Well I don't know
Hard to be great you know
It's hard to be grateful
It's hard to be thankful
So I don't show
You know we all hurt it's just life
Baby, I get lost in the midnight
We all got problems I just admit mine
At night my eyes won't close