Cold Steel Kiss

Stand and face it, recreate it
More stable, see the way
Interpret the task, gun to mouth
Never put on the mask

My mental walls seize the fire
Promises made, promises left unkept
Broke the rule, broke the last straw
Hurt once, hurt no more
The world spins so fast
Dizzy from the rope swinging
With your neck in it
Sank too far deep inside
Got to pull out, get out

Life is a series of trials, if you fall
You fail, no one cares
Behind you, beneath you
Sore from crawling
The need for this aloneness
Closed circle, for all this incompetence
Your decisive mind trying to disease

Wet your lips, apply the steel tip
Imagine sex stimulation
Relax, tight grip, tight squeeze
Orgasmic trgger, twitching finger
Ejaculation overload, explode, framed
Brain spray

Indulge in distrust
Enough to cover the ears
Everything's cruel right now
To soothe, to isolate
My pain is but a flatline

Spiraling down to trouble
Your locked down
Stone cold emotion
Stoned, ripped, twisted
The final thought
Perceive this dam
That holds the hurt, lose control
By tribal instinct
Exterminate actions of bliss
A minds unfocused, introspection

You've betrayed me once
I've betrayed me twice
Your world is shit
My world is your device
Bitter taste, bitter hate
I can't shake it, I can't break it

I've smiled too many times
To cover-up my discomfort
Never again, not anymore
The surroundings are blending
Meshing together in a spiral
Vacuum chamber of intense artificial thought
Tired of agreeing time to disagree
Head laying low take my breath, hold it