Live Life Through My Phone

Stories I couldn't tell
Drowning in the wishing well
What I want I don't know
Some feelings that I don't show
Tired all day long
Dunno where I belong
Got me going in circles
Searching what I do wrong
To get here where i am
All this sucks like it's a scam
My mind is so far away
Hope that it won't betray me
My dear take me away
Because I don't wanna play
This old boring sad tune
No more
Say all this was better before
But it was just as bad
As now

Why I remenisce about
The past
When I know nothing would
Last
All the memories long gone
That's why I live life through my phone

Living life on my phone
But it ain't no addiction
I'm just fighting the conviction
It'll make me feel less alone
But fake frends are like trends
They come and go
And then come back again
Not as good as I could be
Why even I should be
Why should I care
When it seems like there's
No one there
Not a soul
Except my own
And even that one seems
So tired of what I've shown
But I'm okay now
Drop the needle
Wipe the pain out
Music's my only drug
My only high
Others always getting by
Feeling highly introverted
Can't lie
I would if I said
It's just me myself and I
That doesn't change the fact
I still feel lonely
In this world that I dive
In like a deep sea of lies
Like I hit a bee hive
Fear hunts my dreams
My dear
I'm still just a kid
I fear

Why I remenisce about
The past
When I know nothing would
Last
All the memories long gone
That's why I live life through my phone