Not Here

I’m leaving parts of me behind
You're always on my mind

The pages are blank
And we fill them with the shaking of our hands
There’s blood on your wrist
Drowning inside a sea of foreign trees
You tend to my wounds, then watch me bleed out

I can’t forget the day I took your bones
The day I took your bones to the fucking grave
I can’t forget the day I took your bones to the grave
Tell me, is there someone left to save?

I’m leaving (I'm leaving)
Parts of me behind
Watch the years go by
You’re always on my mind

Cauterize the essence, the abscess stored away
My lips break into pieces, I never felt more frail
The exit sign swallowed down my throat
And the hole inside my chest claws its way back to my breath

I took your bones to the grave
Is there someone left to save?

(Where are you now?)
Where are you now?
I’m still looking for you in everything
Where are you now?
I’m still looking for you in everything

I’m leaving (I'm leaving)
Parts of me behind
Watch the years go by
You’re always on my mind
I’m leaving (I'm leaving)
Parts of me behind
Watch the years go by
You’re always on my mind

You’re always on my mind
You’re always on my mind